setitik putih diluasnya hitam

Aku benci

Aku benci saat kau tiba-tiba datang,

mengulurkan tangan,mengisi ruas-ruas jemariku,

menggenggamnya erat,seolah berkata

 “aku selalu disini untukmu”

Aku benci saat kau mulai memperhatikanku,

dengan segala keluguan dan ketulusan itu

Aku benci saat kau menopangku,

menjadi sandaran saatku goyah dan merapuh

Aku benci saat kau buatku tersenyum,

dengan semua tingkah polahmu

Aku benci saat kau mengusap air mataku,

dan berkata “kau pasti akan baik-baik saja”

Kau buatku……ahh entah ini perasaan macam apa

sayang?cinta?atau mungkin hanya perasaan nyaman?

entahlah,aku terlampau buta untuk sekedar menerkanya

Dan aku begitu benci ketika kau tiba-tiba pergi,

pergi dengan cara yang tak pernah ku ingini

Tapi hal yang paling ku benci

dari segala hal yang membuatku benci

adalah karena ku tak bisa benar-benar membencimu

yaa,aku takkan pernah bisa

meski sekeras apapun aku mencoba

- I really really really really wanna hate you, but in fact “ I can’t ” -

love story

We were both young when I first saw you.

I close my eyes and the flashback starts:

I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air.

See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns.

See you make your way through the crowd

And say, "Hello,"

Little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles,

And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet"

And I was crying on the staircase

Begging you, "Please don't go"

And I said

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.

I'll be waiting; all that's left to do is run.

You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess,

It's a love story, baby, just say, "Yes".

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.

We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew

So close your eyes... escape this town for a little while.

'cause you were Romeo - I was a scarlet letter,

And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet"

But you were everything to me,

I was begging you, "Please don't go"

And I said

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.

I'll be waiting; all that's left to do is run.

You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess.

It's a love story, baby, just say, "Yes".

Romeo, save me, they're trying to tell me how to feel.

This love is difficult but it's real.

Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess.

It's a love story, baby, just say, "Yes".

I got tired of waiting

Wondering if you were ever coming around.

My faith in you was fading

When I met you on the outskirts of town.

And I said

Romeo, save me, I've been feeling so alone.

I keep waiting for you but you never come.

Is this in my head? I don't know what to think.

He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said...

Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone.

I love you, and that's all I really know.

I talked to your dad ‒ go pick out a white dress

It's a love story, baby, just say, "Yes".

'cause we were both young when I first saw you